**心路历程**

The parctice exams which I spent much time to concentrate on were finally completed in last weekend at Guangdong foreign language college. felt not bad. I'm used to setting eyes on the future,not past, so, no matter what the result will be, at least I have ever tried work hard on it, even not tried my best. Each exam just like a challenge, we're facing such kind of challenge on the way of life. When it becomes a part of our life, we'll be easily lose the way if one day without it.

 

Well, although it was a hard process to get the preparation of the exam, it's still enjoyable, you'll find that much more people are working harder than you, and their spirit would inspire you deeply, the progress were made in each exam. We're just finished one step in life, still many steps in front of us. Just take it easy, step by step!

 

Now, I have some time to visit my friends and do my hobbies, it's a proper season to do outdoor activities. I may take some time to enjoy together with my colleagues, classmates and old friends at weekend, to do some sports for relex and health. They're also an important part of my life. So, my dear friends, don't forget to inform me if any party or activities. *-^  :)

 

The holiday is always not enough and past by fast, most people would rather choose to travel during the golden holiday,but still some people prefer to staying at home for keeping energy and keeping away from noisy. Even it was crowd, most people still don't want to miss any wonderful things at such precious spare time.

 

I had many plans before National holiday,and it's lucky to celebrate my birthday with our great country each year. After twice thinking, and considered of my painful exams,I made my decision to go to Guangzhou for interpreter and listening integrate training, 7 days, really a hard time, but we should learn to give up something when we get something. What's the comfort is that there were several good friends went together, two girls were living  with me, one of them had ever been worked at my current company who got my contact from training centre in coincidence. It suggested me think of one sentence: It's small world! The common interesting and goal always bring some people together.

 

Although we were tired after one hour trip by train after all day's work on Friday, but we refreshed after arrive at the hotel, it's a city with more leisure and culture than Shenzhen, after all, it's the capital of Guangdong with ancient and mysterious histroy. We could see many black people around the street and residence, I was told that they are business men for leather trading. they like drinking and eating at snack bar. Also there're some people with strange dress, I wonder that where they bought it, it seems that some special shops are opening for them.

 

On the first day of the training, to my surprise, the big classroom was full, around 60~70 classmates, there were a handicapped girl and a man who is around 50 teaching at primary school,  we felt shame for our studing attitude comparing with them. The teacher is a young lady who comes from Guangdong Foreign Language College, she introduced some skills for interpreter, and trained us to grasp the basic structure of long sentences, the structure just like our bone,it's the basic, then we can input the modifiers as  flesh and blood. The first part is memory training which is really enery consuming, we should repeat the long sentences and paragraphs once after teacher's speaking, then translate in 20 seconds. It seems much easier to translate from Chinese to English, hardly could I catch up the English structure when translate to Chinese. It's still a long way to go. "Rome wasn't built in a day". What's more, it covers vary kinds of knowledge fields such as economic,population,culture,science,geography,history,tour,politics,sports and so on. We should accumulate all kinds of background knowledge, that's the problem. The second part is Note taking, we should apply some symbles,digits or marks to simplify the long phrases or sentences so that we can memorize it easily. But I found that it's not a easy thing to memorize the symbles instead of words, also difficult to follow up the format when writing down, it takes more time to practice. The three part is numbers training, from single digitals to multi digitals, hundred to billion, I found that it's really exciting game of numbers, I could always response quickly, but if too many number groups appeared, we were easily to lose patience and began to forget some number points. When you're fed up with sth, it's a good choice to do number exercises. The fourth part is summary and background material learning, the teacher picked up several articles (CN or EN version) which relates to different fields, then we translated. We have to master many special words. Except four days interpreter training,there were also 3 days listening training which made me exhausted, the main material in part one, convesation and statement were from TOFEL exams, we should choose the right answer from four after listening, the problem is we should understand it completely and make decision in a short time, the answer is always excluded in the sentence, if we didn't concentrate on it, we'll lose it. statement is to answer five questions after listening one paragraphy, we should grasp the main points. part three is news, current issues which speed is much faster and more special words included from VOA. The problem is it's hard to concentrate on materials completely after long hours' training. We all felt tried after the class, just like back from battle.

 

Above all, we still felt fruitful in this special holiday, not only learnt much, but also traveled around the city after class, enjoyed the spice food, shopping, karaok and communication. Oh, I must as busy as bee in these two months for both work and exams. Come on!

偶尔在杂志上看到这样一句话：女人不仅要经济独立，而且要快乐独立，自由独立。的确在当今社会，越来越多的白领丽人跻身于职场中打拼着自己的梦想，实现着自己的社会价值和人生价值。她们大都经济独立，但不见得快乐独立，不能很好的主宰自己的快乐，不知道自己到底想要什么。

我想不管是女人 还是男人，能做到“快乐独立”的人很少。人感性的一面决定我们的快乐要受到周围很多因素的影响，繁琐忙碌的工作，错综复杂的人际，与时俱进而竞争残酷的社会，亲情友情爱情的变幻...无时不刻牵动着我们每一根喜怒哀乐的神经，要在一望无际，龙鱼混杂的大海里捞一只快乐的“许愿鱼”谈何容易，但也不是天方夜谭。只要能调节好自己的欲望和需求，在“许愿鱼”能给予的范围内去满足也是一件乐事。其实那“许愿鱼”就是自己，人的欲望和需求是个无底洞，当你对现在的一切 不满时你终将失去快乐一无所有。快乐就是人最大一笔无形的财富和资本，失去快乐就失去了做人的乐趣 。我觉得要学会做人，学会享受人生，首先要学会快乐独立，当然我不保证能做到圣人的“不以物喜，不以己悲” (还没达到冷血的境界)，但我们可以试图从积极乐观的角度去看待问题从而调节自己的心态 (当然不是扭曲个性)， 不以他人 的意志和情绪为转移，不以事物的发生和转变为心情导火线。(mum......)看来得好好休练休练，一般很难做到而又富含哲理的东东才可以大肆感慨一番，犹如拿来激励自己的名言警句，有益身心的强心针。

好久没观顾我的博客了，不是没时间，而是没了这份心情，其实一天花上短短的十几分钟就可以了。看似很简单的事情，却不那么容易做到，难做到的我们对某件事情上的执著和坚持。每次写东西就像是一次心灵的交流和独白，有时这样的感觉真好，无论是让感情溢于笔尖纸墨，还是键盘荧幕，只要自己愿意，总是可以找到不变的忠实倾诉－－－自己。我们生存的世界无时不刻发生着这样那样的变化，于是我们能找到越来越多的诸如“计划不如变化”之类的词，环境在变，社会在变，朋友会变，自己也会变，唯一不变的是自己那份对生活的执着和梦想。

生活是简单的，又是复杂的，简单的是生活本身，复杂的是我们对生活的思想。有时只想简单的生活，简单去爱，但现实让我们有了很多生活的顾虑，金钱，利益，名利，面子....,　那些生不带来死不带去的东西困饶和折磨着我们的思想，让我们在现实面前不悦，在理想面前怯步，在无奈中生存，在背叛中前进......

其实事情没那么复杂，简单点，不管别人把事情弄得多复杂，简单化就是一种生活之道和本事。爱简单，简单爱！

It's the first day of September, a new day, "well beginning is half done", I told myself that I should make a little change for my current life. It's difficult to change one's habit, when I used to get up after am7:00,it'll be a little difficult to get up at am6:00. But sometimes, you'll get surprise when you change your habilt properly. 

I get up earlier this morning, and went out for a walk, it was quiet and fresh when I walked along the road to the hill. There's hill behind my house, but I have never been there, I found there were many people doing morning exercises, most of them are old people. When we're sitll young, we never aware of the importance of health, but the consciousness will be stronger with the time being, maybe it'll be too late to keeping in health again when you're old with  the physical and mental declining. So, we should value our current life, value today, and to build good fundament for our bright future.

Everyday is new, but everyday will be the same if you don't intend to make a change.

人生几多坎坷，洒脱并非易事。与其说是一种个性，不如说是一种修养与心境。有谁又能真正做到淡看庭前花开花落，庞辱不惊？这些只言片语只不过是激励之词罢了，或是经历过一些风雨之后的长抒短叹。人是感性的，社会环境下的产物，亲情，友情，爱情等社会关系链牵动着自己的喜怒哀乐。在皮肤能感觉到灼热的天能做到心静自然凉吗？说不热的人只不过是骗自己，说心静自然凉的是一种乐观的安慰。也许做得到洒脱的人就是一种即使在恶劣环境下也能乐观的安慰自己的人，就像茶壶一样，火烧屁股了还快乐的吐着烟。努力做到洒脱才能找到快乐的自己，就如我喜欢的一首杨坤的歌：无所谓......! 那富有磁性的歌声经常会激起对生活的那一份洒脱之情。"无所谓......,哪怕一无所有，至少还有那份洒脱.... 空喜切..."  ＾－＾

上帝是公平的吗? maybe no, maybe yes, it depends.那要看你拿什么做称砣，从什么角度看问题，报什么心态。事情没绝对的好坏，对错与公平；好事也可变坏事，坏事也可因祸得福；对好学的人讲，吃亏是福，吃一堑长一智，工作上多做事，不是助人为乐，而是能者多劳，而且要一帮到底，否则能者会变成不负责任的庸者。任何公平的代价是从不公平开始的，有些时候没法去争取公平待遇或反不公平待遇，因为本来就没有一个衡量的称杆，唯有用心态作称，心里不满称杆就会失衡，那就只有不断调节自己的生态去平衡生活的称杆。人生中只有两件最公平的事：一是每个人都会面对死亡，二是每个人一天只有24小时。也许不公平的人生就从不同的人看待和利用这两件公平的事开始的。